Liberation
from Poornima
November 18, 2005

I want to share the experience of my friend who has been inspired by my realizations and have been in touch with me for past one and half years. She has been receiving phone dikshas from me. She has been sincerely looking for liberation and Oneness state with God. She had an interesting realization while she spoke with me last week. She was just asking me when she will get liberated. I just felt immense energy, stillness & Divine Presence suddenly taking control of me. I was witnessing myself speaking to her and telling that her process is already over, she is already in natural state, she is not struggling with her thoughts and she is just flowing with life. There is nothing for her to get and so she could just enjoy her life. She only didn't notice this change in her. She told me honestly that she is not struggling like before. She immediately asked "Is enlightenment nothing?" I felt immense energy being transferred to her while we were talking, so I just asked her to keep the phone and remain in silence and watch internally. She was suddenly given a great experience by her Higher Self which spoke to her saying "I only exist, I am only acting like you, talking like u, experiencing your emotions". When every thought came to her mind, her Higher Self kept reminding "I'm only talking, I'm only doing". She then realized that nothing is ugly as everything is done by that One Self which calls itself as "I". She got awakened to the Oneness. I wrote this experience as she shared, but with whatever my mind understood.

Yesterday I myself experienced the same experience she had and I also now feel the same thing happening to me now! My Higher Self keeps saying "I only exist, I'm the Higher Self, I'm the One Mind, I'm only talking and thinking inside everyone, I'm only the inner controller, I'm only the doer" and also told you do not exist, you are just silent witness consciousness and you don't identify with me and think you are doing all this and suffer, you simply keep witnessing me! "Since I'm the only doer, I can only liberate you by My Grace, you cant liberate yourself or stop identifying with the mind on ur own efforts". It is really funny, when every thought or action is performed, it reminds me saying "It's me doing, not you". With every awakening experience, consciousness is getting declutched from the mind and the state of seeing & experiencing the reality is deepened.

I wish wholeheartedly that those who read this experience also gets this experience as u read . You will be easily reminded by that One Self that you are not the doer & that you are just the witness. With deep gratitude to Amma & Bhagvan

Poornima

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