Oneness Blessing:
An Evolutionary Perspective
By Kiara Windrider
A great tide of change is sweeping across the planet.
As in nature, this tide does not follow a linear path.
High tide is followed by a low tide, as night follows
day. Dark Ages and Golden Ages follow each other, and
each out-breath of Creation is followed by an in-breath,
where all Creation returns to Source.
We are experiencing on Earth a massive environmental
and human crisis, a reflection of the collective shadow
of an unenlightened humanity. What does this mean from
an evolutionary perspective? Are we evolving or devolving?
We can focus on the global crisis as the end product
of long centuries of human ignorance, arrogance, and
greed, the final chapter of an Age of Darkness. We are
certainly de-evolving from this perspective, despite
all the seeming advances of modern civilization. However,
the same global crisis can also be seen as a reflection
of a much bigger cyclical process, a pro-evolutionary
process directed by a vast and benign intelligence whose
goal is to create a new species of humanity far beyond
our current consciousness and capabilities.
Sri Bhagavan, an avatar in India, insists that we will
shortly be entering a Golden Age, following an unprecedented
process of mass enlightenment which will take place
sometime in the next few years. When people ask me to
define this, my definitions always change according
to the context. What does ‘enlightenment’
mean in an evolutionary context?
I do not see enlightenment as merely an individual
phenomenon. The ‘Oneness Blessing’, which is an avenue
for enlightenment offered by Sri Bhagavan, is an evolutionary
cosmic energy whose purpose is to work with the biological
intelligence inherent within our DNA in order to create
a new species of humanity. It comes from a vast avataric
consciousness which interfaces with the collective consciousness
of humanity, whose purpose is to activate a possibility
that has not existed in the human species before. Enlightenment
is not just a spiritual awakening that affects individual
human lives, but a genetic and cellular shift that affects
our entire species and its role in the planetary and
galactic ecosystems.
Whether it is a response to the crisis of our times,
or whether the global crisis itself is only a reflection
of a larger evolutionary cycle, I believe that we are
going through a mutation in the human species that will
enable us not only to survive the current crisis but
to actualize our full divine potential.
We can choose our perceptions. If we see the global
crisis only as a planetary threat of extinction arising
from centuries of misguided human karma, we are obviously
in a pretty messy situation, and won’t survive
very long. If we also see this as a necessary aspect
of a larger awakening, a far more hopeful picture arises.
What does this mean in practical terms?
I remember once as a child watching in awe as a crane
operator used a huge wrecking ball to demolish an old
building. He would swing the ball way out to one side,
and then it would swing back with great force to bring
down the walls. Evolution is like that too. Nature is
trying to program us with new information and create
a new earth. But for this to happen, the foundations
of the old self, or the old earth, need to first collapse.
How does this relate to enlightenment through the Oneness Blessing
process? Too often when people receive a Oneness Blessing, their
expectations of enlightenment as being equivalent to
states of bliss or cosmic highs get in the way of a
fuller experience of ‘oneness’, which by
definition transcends the duality between light and
dark. The dark night of the soul then follows in order
to shatter these expectations and create room for greater
expansion and oneness.
Whenever I give Oneness Blessings to people, I warn them beforehand
that they are likely to experience manifestations of
their shadow self, and possibly a ‘dark night
of the soul’, as an integral part of the expansion
process. I tell them they could experience great states
of cosmic union, heart-opening and joy, but this could
be followed by a time when they feel adrift and alone
in a desolate world of spiritual dryness and emotional
deadness. In this state nothing seems to make sense
anymore, and even the connection with divinity feels
forever broken. We must not expect the process of enlightenment
to be just bliss and light. ‘Endarkenment’
is equally an aspect of awakening consciousness.
This is well understood in a country like India, which
is perhaps why enlightenment happens so much easier
for many Indians. For many Westerners, however, who
are conditioned to perceive the world as light vs. dark,
or good vs. bad, and who expect that enlightenment will
mean an instant end to all psychological suffering,
this idea that enlightenment can have its ‘dark’
aspects can be a little more troublesome, and leads
to many unfulfilled expectations.
There is a model that was developed by John Lilly,
one of the early pioneers of the ‘consciousness
movement’ in California. He spoke of a scale of
consciousness with a baseline of zero, and which went
up to +1, +2, and +3 representing increasingly ‘higher’
states of super-consciousness. Below the line, there
is -1, -2, and -3, representing correspondingly ‘lower’
states of un-consciousness. The interesting discovery
he made was that in the process of awakening, consciousness
did not move up in a linear fashion from -3 up through
0 up to +3. Rather, after going up from 0 to +1, it
would drop down to -1, and only then go up to +2. Then
it would drop down to -2, and then suddenly move straight
up to +3! The greatest heights followed the greatest
lows.
Like the ebb and flow of a rising tide, we must expect
that any infusion of the light will be followed by an
equal or even stronger experience of the dark. Sri Bhagavan
speaks about the need to explore the ‘ugliness’
of the mind as a prelude to enlightenment. For each
person, this shadow may come up in a different way.
For those who have struggled with loneliness, this may
show up as feeling very isolated and vulnerable. For
those who have control issues in their lives, this may
show up as a greater need to control others or their
own experience. For those who have experienced trauma
around money or self-worth, this may show up as financial
contraction or survival fears. And so on.
Just like the water in a well is connected at the underground
level with the water-table of an entire region, we may
even go past the personal unconscious, and experience
aspects of the collective unconscious that need to be
brought forward, acknowledged, and healed. In his 40
days in the wilderness, Jesus was able to acknowledge
and heal his personal shadows. During his ‘descent
into hell’ in the course of his crucifixion, he
was able to acknowledge and heal aspects of the collective
shadow. If we are aligned with the awakening of humanity
into the Golden Age, we too will be called upon to do
likewise.
It is crucial that people understand this within the Oneness Blessing community, and create support networks with
each other, to enable people to go through this ‘dark
night’ when it comes up. It is only when we have
this support network in place that the deeper experiences
of oneness can safely happen. What is being challenged
here is the very idea of a separate ego-self, which
is ingrained very deeply in most of us. We will likely
go through a phase when our very sense of meaning or
purpose in life is confronted, when we flounder in existential
emptiness, and when even our sense of connection with
the divine seemingly disappears. It is a great purging,
and the purpose is to take us down to the very pits
of hell. From here, suddenly, the light of grace can
illuminate all the dark corners and take us equally
powerfully to the highest heavens. Having surrendered
to death, we discover the fullness of life.
To the extent that we are aware of this process, to
that extent we can embrace it. Realize there is nothing
you can DO to get through it, except just to be aware
of the bigger picture, and let it happen. In our fear
of the dark side, or if we imagine that we are somehow
‘losing’ our enlightenment, many people
try to hang on to a peak experience, which inevitably
plunges them deeper into the pit. If we embrace our
pit experience, paradoxically, we soon find our way
out into a greater embrace of the unified state where
we are attached to neither dark nor light, but experience
ourselves beyond either, and therefore as all!
Many people are conditioned by ideas of ‘instant’
enlightenment. Yes, the Oneness Blessing greatly accelerates
this process, but nevertheless it is a process, and
takes time to unfold. Don’t expect to live in
states of perpetual bliss, at least not at first, and
don’t expect to become an overnight saint. This
is not realistic, and is a denial of the dark side.
The dark side is not to be feared but acknowledged,
and in this acknowledgement a deep healing becomes possible.
Similarly in the global context, humanity has been
on a path towards light for a very long time. But in
the process, we have denied the darkness inherent in
what Sri Bhagavan refers to as the ‘ancient mind’,
or the collective ‘thoughtsphere’ of humanity.
This denial has led to what George Orwell so pertinently
referred to as ‘doublespeak’ where lies
become ‘truth’, slavery becomes ‘freedom’
and war becomes ‘peace’. In our persistence
of this denial, humanity has become a cancer upon the
Earth. If we are to awaken, and if the Earth is to be
healed, these denials have to be brought to light. I
believe we are collectively going through a dark night
of the planetary soul. All of this needs to be seen
and embraced so that we can emerge from the deep hell
of our own creation into a heaven on Earth.
We must get beyond the Oneness Blessing fad of ‘instant
enlightenment’ into a deeper spiritual maturity.
I believe that this work must go hand in hand with a
deeper psychological understanding of the shadow, and
we must learn the basic skills for dealing with this.
It is too easy to put on an ‘enlightened’
mask when our own stuff comes up or when we are being
put through the dark night of the soul. We must learn
that it is safe to navigate through the darkness and
open to its gifts of light. For those who are giving
Oneness Blessings to people, these things must be clearly pointed
out so that people don’t feel like they have failed
or fallen from grace when these things inevitably happen.
Human consciousness is intimately connected with the
Earth’s consciousness. As more and more people
make their passage through the dark wildness of their
souls and emerge into the unified light, we will at
some point reach a critical mass where a collective
enlightenment can happen, hundredth monkey style. It
is possible that at this point the ‘ancient mind’
will itself dissolve. As this happens, it could well
lead the way to a physical heaven on Earth as well.
However, before this happens, and as part of the clearing
process, there could well be some cataclysmic events
on Earth. Many predict that this could happen very soon.
The extent of this will depend on how much we have managed
to transmute the disowned aspects of ourselves. In preparation
for this, we might find ourselves going through valleys
of deep darkness, much of which will not even be our
own. We might also find ourselves anchoring realms of
immense light through our own bodies and into the body
of Earth. When these things happen, let us keep the
big picture in mind, and realize that we are being used
in divine service in ways that our minds could never
comprehend.
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Kiara Windrider is the author of the recently published
Fire from Heaven: Dawn of a Golden Age, which more clearly
defines this process of personal and planetary awakening.
He is a spiritual teacher and psychotherapist. Over
the past couple years, he and his wife Grace Sears have
spent many months living at the ashram of Sri Bhagavan
in South India, where they were trained to give the
enlightenment ‘Oneness Blessing’ to others. Since
then they have been traveling extensively in various
parts of the world doing this work. Fire from Heaven
is available in English from www.saitowers.com,
and has also been translated into Dutch and Italian.
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