What
is Enlightenment ?
By Kiara Windrider
What is enlightenment? Bhagavan
defines it differently in different
contexts. For a neurologist
it is the shutting down of certain
parts of the parietal lobe.
For a biologist it is a heightening
of the senses. For a psychologist,
it is the loss of the ego. For
the philosopher it is becoming
a witness to life. For someone
on a spiritual path, it is about
opening your heart to life,
and developing the capacity
to love.
When asked to define love, Bhagavan
says that he can only tell you
what love is not. It is not
about neurotically possessing
another person. It is not based
in neediness or attachment or
fear of loss. It is not a justification
to control somebody’s
life. What most people call
love is not love, he emphasizes.
To experience love you require
a mutation in your physical
brain. Only then can you experience
the love of a Buddha or a Christ.
No amount of spiritual or psychological
effort can take you there.
Enlightenment is to be free
from the sense of separate existence,
he emphasizes. The sense of
a fixed identity disappears.
Once you become enlightened,
what exists is only the other.
You experience oneness with
all creation, and eventually
oneness with God. You experience
the gift of being human. You
experience what it means to
give and receive love.
In the realization of this oneness,
there is joy. As long as the
self exists, it can experience
pleasure, but not joy. When
things are going your way, you
experience pleasure; when things
are not, you experience pain.
But this is very different from
the causeless joy of pure being
where you are no longer separate
from any aspect of creation
or creator, no matter what the
circumstances of life.
Bhagavan says that the next
best thing to enlightenment
is knowing that you are not
enlightened. This is not a frivolous
statement. “Don’t
pretend to be enlightened if
you are not”, he affirms.
Many of us on a spiritual path
have built up a spiritual persona
around ourselves that is as
difficult to break through as
any of the darker expressions
of the mind, and perhaps more
so.
The main obstacle to enlightenment
is not in the particular quality
of the self-identity that we
create, whether it is coarse
or refined, material or spiritual,
but in our degree of attachment
to that identity. We assume
that our journey towards enlightenment
is a linear progression, and
that we can become better and
better people until someday
we cross the finish line and
we’re there.
It is perhaps easier for a simple
person to get enlightened whose
head is empty of concepts than
someone who has walked for years
on a spiritual path and has
all kinds of concepts and expectations
about what enlightenment is
or should be, or what she is
or should be. Ironically, the
more attached we become to a
spiritual persona, the more
we develop a spiritual ego,
and the further we get from
the enlightened state. The mind
delights in creating an ‘as
if’ image of the enlightened
self. Now it can continue its
game of comparison and judgment,
except on a more sophisticated
level.
Being good does not threaten
its survival, as long as we
are simultaneously disowning
the bad; being spiritual is
fine as long as we continue
judging ourselves or others
for not matching up to our neurotic
expectations. We take the dim
radiance of our divinity that
still manages to shine through
the thick layers of the mind,
and enshrine it with religiosity,
stifle it with morality, distort
it with self-righteousness,
and destroy it with spiritual
egoism.
I am not implying that it isn’t
desirable to strive towards
morality, goodness, and love.
There is a reason that religions
exist, and many people have
been enabled by being on the
spiritual or psychological path
to refine or even transform
their ego. As a spiritual teacher
and psychotherapist, I have
seen the power of meditation,
and of techniques such as holotropic
breathwork, psychosynthesis,
regression therapies, and bodywork,
to begin to heal the traumas
of the past and polish the rough
edges of our personality.
If refining and clearing the
mind is our quest, then by all
means we must continue doing
everything that we can in this
direction. However, if enlightenment
is our quest, we cannot get
there by trying to develop enlightened
qualities. We need to come to
an understanding of the very
nature of the mind.
In the courses offered at Oneness
University , the first few days
are about becoming aware of
the prison of our mind. It isn’t
about trying to change any of
it, because you cannot. You
are simply witnessing the reality
of your mind as it is, the emotional
charge, the habit patterns,
the assumptions, the traumas,
the conditioning, and the masks
that we build up in order to
survive. As you witness, you
begin to strip down the social
and spiritual personas, and
you begin to understand the
nature of mind. You become aware
that enlightenment is simply
about ‘de-clutching’
from the mind.
We need to be clear that enlightenment
does not mean changing the contents
of the mind or getting rid of
the mind. To become de-clutched
from the mind means that you
recognize the mind for what
it is, which then no longer
has power to make your decisions
for you. It is not about becoming
mindless, but rather about becoming
what the Buddhists call ‘mindful’,
being present with reality as
it is.
Most of us feel identified
with the mind, but we are not
the mind. The mind can be a
very useful tool, however. Enlightenment
isn’t about escaping from
the mind, as many people believe,
but simply ‘de-clutching’
from it. After enlightenment,
you find that you are no longer
controlled by the mind, and
can de-clutch from it when it
is not needed. When the mind
is needed, however, consciousness
comes through and uses the mind
with a sharpness, clarity, and
versatility not possible before.
To be de-clutched from the mind
is to lose the sense of ‘self’
as a fixed, separate, continuous
entity which we refer to as
‘I’. Enlightenment
is the realization that there
is no self to get enlightened.
We cannot change the nature
of the mind. The mind is simply
the mind, but after enlightenment,
our relationship with the mind
changes. We no longer become
enslaved by the content and
conditioning of the mind. Thoughts
may still come and go, emotions
may still come and go, but we
recognize that they are not
‘our’ thoughts or
emotions any more. In this recognition
we experience freedom.
Bhagavan teaches that there
is no such thing as a personal
mind. Yes, we have individual
thoughts, but they are simply
emanations from what he calls
the Ancient Mind, a collective
‘thoughtsphere’
of humanity that has existed
from the beginnings of our current
civilization, perhaps 11 or
12 thousand years ago. All our
fears, inadequacies, turmoil
and pain, all our lusts, addictions,
insecurities and greed, all
our hatred, rage, jealousies
and judgments, belong to this
thoughtsphere. Additionally,
many of our impulses for kindness,
beauty, pleasure, happiness
and courage also exist within
this thoughtsphere.
Our brain can be visualized
as a radio receiving station
that picks up these frequencies
at random, depending on our
state of mind or health, physical
environment, or various astrological
factors. Our own individual
traumas or conditioning from
the past also contribute to
the band of frequencies that
we select.
However, our thoughts are not
our own thoughts. Because our
brain is programmed for separation,
we receive these thoughts, feelings,
impressions, and emotions as
if they were our own, thereby
separating us even more effectively
from the rest of humanity, which
we perceive to be better than,
less than, or somehow different
from us.
We watch a movie on the screen
and very quickly get lost in
the illusion that it is real.
However, if we slow it down
so that we can see it frame
by frame, we realize that it
is only a movie. In exactly
the same manner, we are conditioned
by the self to perceive our
own life as a living movie.
Enlightenment creates a fine-tuning
of the senses where we realize
that the sense of a fixed continuous
self is an illusion generated
by the neurological circuitry
of our brain. There is a continual
dance of personalities, but
no fixed or continuous self
that somehow remains the same
from birth to death. Consciousness
flows through your body moment
by moment, but it is the same
consciousness that flows through
all creation.
When there is no self, there
is no craving or attachment.
Cravings and attachments are
based on a sense of separate
existence, or self-importance,
where you continually desire
things you do not have, or have
what you do not desire. When
there is no separate self, attachments
and cravings cease. When cravings
and attachments cease, there
is no suffering. We are not
talking about physical or psychological
suffering here, but existential
suffering. Existential suffering
is the incessant desire to be
experiencing something other
than what is. It is not our
pain that causes us suffering,
but our resistance to that pain.
It is our attempts to escape
from suffering that cause us
suffering!
Enlightenment means to experience
the reality of each moment as
it comes your way, without needing
to resist it or change it in
any way. Once you are willing
to fully experience what is
there, you are no longer separate
from reality. You experience
the truth of each moment directly
as it is. You become freed from
the interference and conditioning
imposed by the mind. You experience
the causeless joy of being!
You still have mental pathways
of old habits, memory and personality,
but you are no longer a solid
thing. The self becomes porous,
and the winds of eternity become
capable of blowing through freshly
in every moment. You are no
longer a fixed ‘person’
but a dance of ‘personalities’
blowing in and out of awareness.
You are not even a witness separate
from yourself, watching things
blowing in the wind. You are
the wind.
You may still have likes and
dislikes, emotions may still
come up, but there is no charge
left, and as soon as they come
up they will likewise go away,
just like an infant throwing
a tantrum one moment, and staring
in wonderment at a little tiny
caterpillar the next. There
may still be emotional habit
patterns imprinted in the body,
but these too subside over time.
Another realization that comes
after enlightenment is that
your body is not your body.
Most of the functions of the
body are involuntary, but you
realize that even the functions
that you think were voluntary
are not really yours to control.
During an enlightenment experience,
many people report that their
body goes through all sorts
of involuntary postures and
movements, tears and laughter,
completely independent of personal
will. It may also become totally
immobile, and you realize that
there is nothing you can do
to make it move, unless it chooses
to.
Your relationship with your
body changes. You no longer
identify with it as yours; rather
it simply becomes a beautiful
vehicle for consciousness to
use. You understand how privileged
you are to have this lovely,
living body as a means to express
the Divine in the world. Each
taste, each smell, each sound,
each vision, each touch is exquisite,
and is as if you are experiencing
it for the first time. Each
thought, likewise, comes with
its own living freshness directly
from the consciousness of each
moment, an experience that the
Zen Buddhists refer to as ‘beginner’s
mind’!
Enlightenment begins with the
ability to witness all these
things. As you move into deeper
states of unity and God-realization,
you discover that you have become
one with all creation, and that
indeed the sense of your own
body embraces all of creation.
Eventually you discover that
you have become one with the
Creator as well as creation.
You realize, in the words of
Jesus two thousand years ago,
that “I and the Father
are One”.
In a nutshell, Bhagavan teaches
that:
1. There is only one Mind –
the Ancient Mind. It is conditioned
by separation and duality.
2. Your mind is not your mind
, but an extension of this Ancient
Mind.
3. Similarly, your thoughts
are not your own thoughts, but
downloaded from the ‘thoughtsphere’
associated with this Ancient
Mind.
4. The sense of a separate self
is generated by the neurobiological
structure of the human brain.
5. This ‘self’,
in experiencing itself as separate,
generates cravings, aversions,
comparisons and judgments, which
are the core of suffering.
6. When the self disappears,
suffering ends. When cravings
drop away, including the craving
for enlightenment, you are enlightened.
7. When the ‘deeksha’
is given, a neurobiological
process begins, which leads
to the dissolution of the sense
of a separate, or fixed, self.
8. When the fixed self disappears,
you experience yourself as simply
a dance of personalities continually
arising and passing away.
9. Your body is not your body
. When the self disappears,
your sense of ownership of the
body disappears, and you experience
it as a vehicle for the divine
dance of consciousness. Eventually,
all creation becomes your body.
10. The mind, based in duality,
cannot be enlightened.
11. The self, which is an illusion,
cannot be enlightened. The self
is only a concept.
12. Enlightenment is the realization
that there is no self to become
enlightened!
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